The best thing about dates canceling on me is that I get to have Time to Self! This time was going to be his! I was going to submit sexually, cook dinner, and host him in the hot tub. I was going to have to clean house a bit beforehand, and clean out my butt, and freshen up the rest of my body/beard. I was going to put a bunch of work into ( Read more... )

I might be expanding my hookup collection ...

twice now Mike from Recon has volunteered to cancel a plan with another fella to see me sooner, and I’ve told him -> I prefer a man who can make plans and keep them

It was fun!

I'd do him again! I hope I can!

Half an hour away, assuming he shows up on time (or at all), from my first hookup since before COVID ( Read more... )

Next guy in line is set up for a condo date on Veterans Day ...

Never Give Up, Never Surrender!

Oh, and finally at 9:30pm I get texts from today's supposed date LOL, I'm not going to read them until tomorrow, if then.

Can they plan ahead -- it's one of the tests I put people through when screening them for hookups. I feel ... an inner dispute today ... why wouldn't I just meet him "now", whenever I was finished cleaning the condo, whenever that happened to be. Why did I offer him two times in the future instead. There is all that stuff about my energy levels ( Read more... )

but I'm here,

playing with toys, texting those who respond, watching porn and Foundation,

thinking about my life,

setting up a meeting with a new person, a new person, from Recon, Mike from Recon, I think this will happen and I'm going to melt, meetin' a new, yi yii yiiilast weekend I was scared about it, fear, I spoke with T about the fear ( Read more... )

on the big screen I'm having a Daniel Craig marathon, he's so hot, double-oh-fuck-me ( Read more... )

It was B who invited us over for dinner!, and I had so much fun, like I did on my birthday, I think I'm so starved for this sort of social event that I bloom as a desert flower ( Read more... )